Mama Drama Trauma Academy

Tammy Taylor

https://linktr.ee/MamaDramaTrauma Mama Drama Trauma (MDT) is a condition in which empaths live in a state of constant emotional dysregulation as a result of having the mother wound. MDT Academy is a short cut course for empaths to reduce trigger recovery time by releasing using the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck. This grievous process is facilitated by 1)learning to live in loving detachment from mama, drama and the trauma 2)through daily practice of the divinity identity mantra: "I AM a dearly loved divine child of the Great Mother Father God who is never judged, condemned or left alone," who has the birthright to be healthy, happy and whole. MDT Academy teaches a spiritual method that addresses the unchallenged and unexamined maternal shame, blame and guilt at the root of this spiritual crisis and planetary disorder. If you have MDT, it is likely your mother has her own mother wound and as soulmates you are co-evolving in self love and spiritual independence. (Paid subscribers receive detailed, in-depth instructional content in order to become MDT Informed therapists, inner work life coaches, empaths, etc.)

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Who Great Mother Is
4日前
Who Great Mother Is
The Official HSP Quiz (courtesy of Elaine Aron)If you answer yes to more than 14 questions, you are likely highly sensitive.-I am easily overwhelmed by strong sensory input.-I seem to be aware of subtleties in my environment.-Other people’s moods affect me.-I tend to be very sensitive to pain.-I find myself needing to withdraw during busy days, into bed or a darkened room or any place where I can have some privacy and relief from stimulation.-I am particularly sensitive to the effects of caffeine.-I am easily overwhelmed by things like bright lights, strong smells, coarse fabrics, or sirens close by.-I have a rich, complex inner life.-I am made uncomfortable by loud noises.-I am deeply moved by the arts or music.-My nervous system sometimes feels so frazzled that I just have to go off by myself.-I am conscientious.-I startle easily.-I get rattled when I have a lot to do in a short amount of time.-When people are uncomfortable in a physical environment, I tend to know what needs to be done to make it more comfortable (like changing the lighting or the seating).-I am annoyed when people try to get me to do too many things at once.-I try hard to avoid making mistakes or forgetting things.-I make a point to avoid violent movies and TV shows.-I become unpleasantly aroused when a lot is going on around me.-Being very hungry creates a strong reaction in me, disrupting my concentration or mood.-Changes in my life shake me up.-I notice and enjoy delicate or fine scents, tastes, sounds, or works of art.MDT Academy Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Who Great Mother Is clarifies the special relationship she has with empaths whose birth mother experience is marked by abandonment and abuse. The final part of a six-part series covering the signs and symbols of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck. With the help of Dr. Elaine Aron, researcher and author of n, we examine the science behind our sensitivity to Great Mother, the Mother of All Mothers, Comforter, Still Small Voice of Holy Spirit, Intuition, and the Moon.80% of the population have normal sensitivity, 20% are highly sensitive and 5-10% are empaths. Dr. Aron’s acronym D.O.E.S. outlines what distinguishes HSPs from the norm.Four Characteristics of Highly Sensitive People (HSP)D) Depth processing and perception - a greater ability to tune into environmental subtletiesWhen you speak from your heart, people look at you like you have a third eye, because you do (others know something is up with you but they don’t know what)O) Overstimulation - a greater tendency to experience overstimulation in large crowds, or sensory overloadWhen you decline invitations to avoid drama people take it personally (others believe you think you are a snob and are compelled to bring you down a peg or two)E) Emotional intensity - a greater capacity for empathy (richer inner life)When you go off from 0-10 others call you “too sensitive”, “too need” or just plain “crazy” (others perceive your need for isolation as trial or a joke)S) Sensory sensitivity - a greater tendency to experience sensory (sound, smell, touch, taste, vision overload)Your requests for low light, sound, smell environments are annoying and perceived as phony entitlement or high maintenance (others often bully or belittle you for expressing your needs)Special Thanks:Robert Slap OM Sanctuary Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Empaths and Angel Communication
18-02-2024
Empaths and Angel Communication
We are in “guide training”. One of the blessings of MDT is the opportunity it provides for rapid evolution.Going from highly sensitive, maternally wounded people with a capacity to self heal to healthy operating empaths able to heal ourselves and others is what Angel communication is about for us!This is part II of our AGAS (Angels, Guides and Ancestors series: from sensitivity to ability. Part I is about who they are and how we connect with them. Today, we talk about working with the AGAS. If only they could just tell us what to do…we’d do it. If only being an empath protected us from grief we could use our high sensitivity and advanced intuition to heal.Maybe they already are. We discuss the 7 Steps to Angel Communication, how they work, our ability to do it, our struggle to trust it, and why we eventually do.Angel Communication and the Challenges for Mother Wound Empaths* Everyone doubts but we…self doubt; * Everyone assumes problems with perception and interpretation but the claires we possess are often a liability instead of the asset they are intended to be; * Everyone has expectations of angelic communication but because we are often exhausted from overstimulation or invest our energies into escapism to avoid it expect the angels to fix it instead of redirecting our energies to heal ourselves; * Everyone questions the downloads we receive but we question ourselves; * Everyone has challenges communing with the AGAS positively at all times to match their frequency and optimize the clarity, balance and confirmation we receive but we can be downright enraged with them because of the seemingly impossible obstacles created by all the above difficultiesThey and more can be overcome with divinity identity. MDT Academy Textbook: Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle. Deck Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Who Angels, Guides and Ancestors Are in the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck
11-02-2024
Who Angels, Guides and Ancestors Are in the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck
Our Angels, Guides and Ancestors (AGAS) are Great Mother’s spirit team.When the AGAS card appears in a reading it is responding to an inquiry with the message to “approach this person, issue or situation with loving detachment”. Not in a dry and unfeeling way, but with all the loving energy we can muster. Rest assured, when we take one step toward self healing, they take two. Why must we wait? As divine beings, our free will is a power they teach us to wield.I’m sharing with you tips and tools and techniques from my own experience with the AGAS and have learned from my mentors, primarily Barbara Mark and Trudy Griswold, sisters and authors of Angelspeake.As usual, I’ll give you what I know about recognizing, understanding and personally connecting with AGAS in our inner work using the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck (MDTHOD).Here at MDTA we learn every time we repeat the Divinity Identity Mantra, the foundational affirmation GM gave to mother wound empaths— our conscious mind plants the seed, and the subconscious mind waters it. Altogether with me, now: I AM A DEARLY LOVED DIVINE CHILD OF THE GMFG WHO IS NEVER JUDGED, CONDEMNED OR LEFT ALONE.4 Steps to Connect With Great Mother’s Spirit Team (AGAS): 1. Ask — be specific! (do a 1, 2 or 3-card pull for clarity, balance and/or confirmation)* Believe — focus on being still and open to be blessed!* Receive — allow request to show up the way it needs to for our highest good* Say, “Thank you, Angels”!Additional ResourcesConnecting with your angels through numbers. Keep seeing repeating numbers? Have a repeating question? Keep wondering about a date? Real time answer needed—look at the clock…simply input number sequence in upper left field and receive the message.Temptation of Christ Matthew 4:1-11The unified field Dr. Dean Radin Entanglement TheoryThank you toBeats by KADDY, song, “No No No” @prodbykaddyGospel spiritual download compliments of the ancestors, “Jesus is on the Mainline” Want to join the class? Get your deck here. Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
How Do You Do Your Goddess?
04-02-2024
How Do You Do Your Goddess?
You are a goddess.It’s not about what you wear, how you look or even what you do. Goddesses are daughters of Great Mother Father God. As such we are molded, set molds and preside over them. What’s yours? Your gift? Your talent? Your unique gift? Going goddesses is about embracing the essence of divinity identity in meaningful, practical and present ways of feeling healthy, happy and whole.DIVINITY MANTRAI am a dearly loved child of the Great Mother Father God who is never judged, condemned or left alone.6 Reasons It’s Important for Empaths with Mother Wound to “Go Goddess”* It is good for everyone to self regulate but for empaths energy management requires self awareness of the energy releasing to compensate for their intense need to feel safe and secure—even to the extent of energetic care and protection of others who are perceived as threats. Individuals with MDT must be decisive and dedicated to maintaining mental and emotional balance to avoid the trap of vulnerabilities this default behavior creates.* Getting out of toxic entanglements is important for everyone but for empaths the goal is not only to overcome but to live beyond them to support other Highly Sensitive People (HSPs) release this self created turmoil. With the power to create is the power to dismantle detrimental mental and emotional states but everyone needs help to do so, even old souls.* Everyone has some grievance about unmet maternal needs and how it feeds into feeling blamed or unworthy of having their wants and needs met but empaths experience self afflicting grief, guilt and doubts around this hypothesis. Unlike nonempaths, their strong intuition affords access to experience data from many empowering lifetimes denying them the refuge of self pity.* Everyone feels divided about what their real wants and needs may be but empaths receive precise intuitive downloads about theirs unless their energy is blocked which makes them more confused than most about their identity. This creates a kind of "desire limbo" (e.i. not knowing what they want) that attracts narcissistic energies acted out by themselves or others to clarify and resolve the identity crisis.* Everyone can get dysregulated but empaths empaths can feel higher frequencies (e.g. animals, plants, angels and ancestors, etc.) and must own and employ this connection to successfully live in loving detachment from MDT.* Everyone is wounded or injured in some way by life experiences but individuals with MDT carry soul wounds they must address to feel divine, and to do so they must tap into their god/dess for the nitty gritty of what makes them tick so they can effectively use their healing shield and armor.Perfection is not our goal. Evolution is. By combining the signs and symbols in our readings we use them to gain immediate mood clarity, emotional balance and intuitive confirmation.The moon sign gives us a sense of the emotional balance we seek, the chakra symbols clarifies our mood state and the god/dess signifies the story we are telling ourselves of need to address about an issue so our goddess can show up!Every moment we see our goddess, we can be it. Every time we go goddess is another step we take back to peace, home and freedom from MDT.Great Mother delivers her loving messages to us through the 39 gods (3) and goddesses (36) of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck. As the mother of all god/dess archetypes, she uses them to signal what issues we share at the time of inquiry and how their mythologies symbolize what attitudes and actions may be useful to employ from their lessons to support us in feeling more happy, healthy and whole.InstagramYouTubehttps://youtube.com/shorts/AwSOcqSVAvk?si=sd00KxpU6NIRIizg Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Chakra BOOM🥳🎊🎉💪🏾
29-01-2024
Chakra BOOM🥳🎊🎉💪🏾
Over consuming emotional data because you don’t know how to refocus your energy on your self? Need to develop intuitive accuracy to clarify emotional data? How do you distinguish between useless and meaningful data worthy of your response, energy, focus?Today, through the power of chakras, we discover the power grid that sustains all life. Empaths possess the capacity to intuit the difference between the soul body and the body mind; the emotion and the form; and the ego and soul. Empaths with the mother wound are called by Great Mother, the Mother of all mothers to use this awareness to heal ourselves and others.Chakra BOOM is about the nuclear grid inside of our body minds and how to we tap into the soul body to use it. This requires us the shift gears to the direction of Great Mother guidance.Last week, we talked how to use our moon sign’s moon sign opposing sign find our way out of emotional disregulation, feelings of shame, discouragement and exhaustion. The soul is not designed for self abandonment. The body was not created for this kind of continuous abuse. Sooner or later if self abandonment and abuse is not arrested, feeling like the dearly loved divine child of the Great Mother Father God we are is impossible because we are not experiencing it. MDT Academy Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Use the Moon Sign Axis for daily emotional maintenance and for trauma triggers use the chakras. Here’s how the moon signs and chakra symbols of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck synchronize the ego:soul.Subscribed to our YT Channel?~ Related posts Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Your Moon Sign Is the Way Out of Mama Madness
21-01-2024
Your Moon Sign Is the Way Out of Mama Madness
With MDT our healing journey is more than a path, it’s a trip! Today, we take a trip to the moon. While Saturn Moon is our birth chart signature, your unique moon sign (Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, etc.) shows how you are wounded, or in lovingly detached terms, “maternally maladapted”. (Listen to Saturn Moon session).Because we are dearly loved divine children of the Great Mother Father God who are never judged, condemned or left alone—no matter how, when, where, or why we trip on this journey— we have a way out, upward and onward toward greater and greater healing.This is the first session of a series about the signs and symbols of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck (MDTHOD) where we deep dive into the inner world, collective unconscious, and universal hologram as healed by empaths with the mother wound.Let’s start by dipping our toes into the waters our moon sign. Like the sun, the moon was in a specific sign when we were born. With MDT, it is essential we know its specific challenges and learn how to overcome them by drawing from the strengths of its opposite sign to strike the balance any time or place we need it. Taking this powerful step in turn empowers our angels, guides and ancestors to help us more easily and rapidly come into your own.While many of us do not look like what we’ve been through, our physical bodies and, or material worlds are upside down, and all the while our moon sign— the sign of our emotional well-being and soul memory is waiting dormant to bring the you out of this Saturn Moon into the light at end of its dark tunnel.Calculate Your Moon Sign Vedic Tropical/WesternEach system is equally valuable. One centers wo/man, the other the galactic center, Divine Mother. None is superior to another. These variant celestial approaches—as above—reflect our internal polarities (geocentric:cosmic, science:spirituality, ego:soul, etc.) —so below…Infinite Waters’ Ralph Smart, the man who coined the term deep diving, says “Those afraid of going to hell seek religion. Those who have already been to hell seek spirituality”.Religion is a system of beliefs one uses to govern faith and worship of a deity. Spirituality pertains directly one’s soul and one’s internal alignment with that spirit.The moon sign symbol of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck (MDTHOD) is prominent because Great Mother speaks to us through our moon sign. Indeed, the mother of all mothers is the inner light that always lets us know we are home.Additional Resources:New Moon Astrology: The Secret of Astrological Timing to Make All Your Dreams Come TrueMDTHOD 6 Suit playlist Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Empathic Agency
03-08-2023
Empathic Agency
All social constructs are being deconstructed including the body politic. Because empaths are internally oriented as the chairs are shifted on the deck, we react one of either two ways: 1)it triggers our own unresolved gender issues, or 2)go with the flow and rearrange our internal space to adjust.To empower our empathic abilities to short circuit MDT and self regulate at will when triggered, we have agency through:* RAW Emotion Scoring. Being ready to heal is about devotion, discipline and dedication to the process. Being able to heal is about applying this mindset to a healing plan, technique or protocol. Being willing to heal is about following it daily and each time you need to bend the mind back to divinity.* How to use RAW Emotion Scoring to mind bend. What are the 8 key questions we routinely ask ourselves to self select the ideas, memories and emotions we need to strengthen to experience our divine birthright to be happy, healthy and whole instead of shame, blame and guilt?* How the Self Inquiry suit of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck breaks down RAW Emotion Scoring. Does being ready, able and willing to do the inner work to self regulate provide immediate relief?* Why divinity identity and emotional intelligence is the same thing for old souls without or healed of MDT. Are healthy empaths more consciously aware of their needs and emotions than unhealthy empaths?* Your RAW Score of momentary unmet need and specifically what phrase the mind needs to be bent back to divinity identity. For instance, a RAW Score of 25/46 indicates momentary misalignment with feeling divine in the inquired triggering situation as seen in the 25 - 30 score range. Try it!0 - 6 I am unhealthy, unhappy, broken > I AM7 - 12 I feel unloved > DEARLY LOVED13 - 18 I feel unworthy > DIVINE19 - 24 I feel guilty > CHILD25 - 30 I feel unsure of my divinity > OF THE GREAT MOTHER FATHER GOD31 - 36 I feel judged > WHO IS NEVER JUDGED37 - 42 I feel condemned > WHO IS NEVER CONDEMNED43 - 46 I feel isolated, alone or alienated > OR LEFT ALONE.As always, practice makes perfect. Did this episode clarify your understanding of how the deck is used in daily practice? What Self Inquiry is and how to use it? Comments are welcome. Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
How Empaths With the Mother Wound Learn to Trust Their Intuition
23-07-2023
How Empaths With the Mother Wound Learn to Trust Their Intuition
Self Emancipation and Spiritual LiberationThe most important thing for empaths is to live by our intuition. The freedom to think, do and believe what we want is a grace we must extend to ourselves.MDT is the root cause of empathic disruption, or the inability to distinguish one’s’s feelings from others. Combine that with what can show up as mental illness, hearing voices can become a complex issue.To live by our intuition we must trust it.To trust it we must test it. To test it we must use it.To use it we must recognize it. The snag for empaths with the mother wound is are conditioned to doubt our intuition. Regardless of how it screams out to us what our needs are (calm environment, space, time alone, organic food, organic chemicals, creative expression, etc), the maternal presence, provision or protection we need to have them fulfilled is lacking. For those who express their maternal needs and get s**t down, so does their intuition. A love, hate relationship to it forms because while it is a powerful asset to have for daily survival in what often feels like grim circumstances, we resent how lonely it feels to follow it. To overcome this requires a desire to reconstitute it. If you can distinguish between your emotions, Mama’s voice and the Still Small Voice of the Holy Spirit, aka the inner voice, or your intuition, you can learn to trust it by testing it’s internal validity. Does it feel forced, insistent and impatient or loving, kind, supportive and suggestive?Hit me up on Facebook and IGIntuition song 🎶podcast FB reel What are your thoughts and experiences on the topic of intuition? There’s a fellowship of shared experiences here so feel free to post it, start a chat on the app or FB. You’re definitely not alone.In this session we cover how to do that by:* Making your business your business* Knowing the difference between emotion and intuition* Reacting to internal truth bombs with divinity identity accountability and responding with self validationThe Emancipation suit of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck is all about freeing ourselves of resentment and self doubt around our intuitive voice, and the work we have to do to trust it. The payoff is by doing it, we liberate ourselves from Mama, drama and trauma bondage.QUESTION: What is MDT?ANSWERS:FacebookInstagramYouTube😊 Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
How to Get Off the Trauma Train
16-07-2023
How to Get Off the Trauma Train
Empaths don’t just have the mother wound. Empaths have Mama Drama Trauma (MDT). Yet, everyone claims to be an empath. If you can comprehend this episode, you are because we know when we think we are in control is when we are completely out of control. We blow up (internal sickness or external outburst, doesn’t matter), feel desperate shame, blame and guilt then are right back at ground zero feeling unevolved because no revolution in thought or behavior has occurred. For old souls this is problematic because we actually feel energetically drained when we do not live our core belief in divinity identity.This causes the anger, depression cycle that is at the root of our self sacrificing behavior which is a misguided attempt to externally energize. Whether we allow others to direct our energy flow, and, or absorb others in exchanges that leave us short changed, it is nothing nice. So what can we do? One of my empath mentors once told me, “We learn tarot to live on terra without terror.” Early in my journey of learning signs and symbols, it sounded a bit dramatic but I clearly see what she meant now.Trauma is the norm for empaths with the mother wound. Defined as soul dissociation, from the soul perspective the body it chose to incarnate becomes useless when it no longer aligns with its life purpose. From our perspective, it is the ultimate alienation from self which it why it shows up the way it does as addiction, or pain avoidance. Trying to fill this gap with any and everything is a cycle that lasts lifetimes. Add MDT to mix, the mental and emotional bodies wear thin and routinely break.The upside is that over these lifetimes, we mature in our experience and wisdom of divine grace and mercy through miraculous survival and inexplicable blessings. Divinity Identity becomes our core belief:I am a dearly loved divine child of the Great Mother Father God who is never judged, condemned or left alone.. The challenge with MDT is the rage inherent in living in a world increasingly occupied be newer souls, often including our mothers, who do not yet share this core belief.The fatal choice we make to survive by acquiescing to the crudity of MDT’s unexamined and unchallenged toxic code of behaviors (shame, blame and guilt), costs us dearly. Low quality lifestyles limiting our ability the cultivate, share and teach our gifts, talents and abilities gained does not have to be our story.But, how to do we get off the train?Choose to, no matter what, be vigilantly self observant of our unconscious, unchecked, expressed yet repressed emotion.  Do so with the intention of becoming accountable for our own emotional and attitudinal habits, addictions and defaults to identity the reactionary rides we take to feel in control by avoiding the inevitable pain of grieving MDT.We have to take the initiative by discipline,iing our sensitivity to interrupt toxic mind body addictive cycles…one little step at a time. What works for others in this regard, doesn’t work or us. We need intuitive work for it to catch because of how deeply we feel and absorb energy. For instance, although it may be the commonly unexamined and unchallenged thing to do, we cannot pit our needs of self preservation against pleasure. We need the energy too much. We literally have to have pleasure in our lives to be healthy, happy and whole.We work hard. We internally work hard for others’ healing, happiness and wholeness. So, it’s more than taking care of ourselves first. Karmically, having been mothers many times, we sense the lives of prior children in this lifetime and feel we have too many to humanly serve which is why, for us, self care is about release. Doing the daily work to live in loving detachment from others to focus on building our energetic reserves helps with efficient exchange of it. Divinity identity accountability amplifies the power our angels, guides and ancestors have to assist us to enjoy being human with divine consciousness. QUESTION:Do I Want to Do the Work to Get Off the Trauma Train?ANSWER:From the Resurrection suit to our next stop off the trauma train train is the Emancipation suite of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck where we’ll discuss the payoff for all of this continual inner work.QUESTION:What is MDT?ANSWERS:FacebookInstagramYouTube😊 Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Saturn Moon
09-07-2023
Saturn Moon
What do Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Court Korbane, James Dean and Jim Morrison have in common? Saturn Moon.Saturn represents karma in our birth chart. While we all know our Sun sign based on the zodiac sign it was in when we were born, few of us know our moon sign, let alone where Saturn was placed. That’s why MDT Academy is here!All of us aspire to live a phenomenal life! Our dreamy aspirations and loving hearts make us very special within a world desperately needing us to show how to powerfully and lovingly achieve one’s hearts desires to be of service to the world.This podcast is a follow up to the last three covering the first three suits of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck: Mind Bend to Redefine Yourself (Processing), Let Them Be Right (Self Inquiry suit) and What Healing Gives (Acknowledge suit). As we continue with the fourth Integrity suit, we delve into the astrology of MDT, the spiritual science, ancient wisdom and collective soul memory of the celestial signature of this karmic experience.While science of the mother wound is typically relegated to social and psychological studies, today we are unlocking the astrological signature of the mother wound, “the dark side of the moon” (aka the maternal shadow). This science proves empaths don’t just have the mother wound. We have Saturn Moon, or Mama Drama Trauma (MDT) when combined with other planetary aspects indicating high sensitivity.Knowing our moon sign gives us the self awareness and grace we need to apply the tips, tools and techniques learned here to heal.Vedic Moon Sign birth chart calculator Western Moon Sign birth chart calculator Integrity is telling yourself the truth about what does and does not work for you. As individuals with MDT there is a common laundry list of what works for us, and here, specifically what enables us to live or divine birthright based on our core belief in divinity identity (I AM a dearly loved divine child of the Great Mother Father God who is never judged condemned or left alone). Did you know we can experience, feel and fully live our divine birth right to be happy, healthy and whole, the more effort we put toward living our truth? Not Mama’s truth, but yours? Also: Heart chakra (Integrity suit) cards show up in spreads to help us work through conditioned shame blame and guilt, sift it out and throat chakra (Resurrection suit) cards confirm how our intuition is guiding us to live it. Using our empathy to tune into our moon sign to confirm our true needs and desires, we can be more self forgiving and compassionate of others, especially mama except its no longer forced and insincere but based on integrity. That’s the legacy of healing the mother wound we are all here to leave.Thanks @kenzistudioco for artwork and @waytoolost for background beats!Are You an empath with the mother wound? Mama Drama Trauma Academy sometimes delivers firsthand original situational content from my personal and professional experience, including direct submissions. Readings and video lessons detailing distinct and specific opinions, analysis and reactions to events, Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck reader questions and lessons are exclusive content. Of course, I also share my observations of major themes, challenges and analysis which do not carry the ‘Exclusive’ mark.QUESTION:What is MDT?ANSWERS:FacebookInstagramYouTube😊 Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Bend Your Mind to Overcome the Times
03-07-2023
Bend Your Mind to Overcome the Times
This podcast is a follow up to the last two covering the first two suits of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck: Let Them Be Right (Self Inquiry suit) and What Healing Gives (Acknowledge suit). As we continue with the third Processing suit, we dive headlong into how we as empaths with the mother wound tend to process emotions. Emotional processing implies filtering or deriving meaning from how we feel about a thought, or think about a feeling. When emotions are compounded, new or in flux its difficult to immediately assess how we feel or what we think in response to them. Individuals with MDT and a core belief in divinity identity (I AM a dearly loved divine child of the Great Mother Father God who is never judged condemned or left alone). This means we must constantly double filter our emotions: once to delineate between ours and others, and second to process our own.Did you know building our capacity to do this strengthens the emotional intelligence we need to be self sufficient materially, emotionally and spiritually? Also: The overwhelm we feel is mental overload. Using our natural ability to tune in allows us to capitalize on the brain being a recorder we self select what it repeats, or as we discuss here, bend the mind to refine or delete.Are You an empath with the mother wound? Mama Drama Trauma Academy sometimes delivers firsthand original situational content from my personal and professional experience, including direct submissions. Readings and video lessons detailing distinct and specific opinions, analysis and reactions to events, Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck reader questions and lessons are exclusive content. Of course, I also share my observations of major themes, challenges and analysis which do not carry the ‘Exclusive’ mark. Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Let Them Be Right
25-06-2023
Let Them Be Right
Right fighting, jockeying to be seen, heard or to self seclude gets us nowhere if we are abandoning or abusing ourselves in the process. Are you an empath with the mother wound sick and tired or being sick and tired yet with the right tool ready, able and willing to develop your deep capacity for self inquiry? I got you. Also: The brain is just a recorder so we can choose what it repeats, or as we discuss here, bend the mind.Mama Drama Trauma Academy is a series covering everyday tools, techniques and tips for empaths with the mother wound. Suggestions and insights address the unique challenges old souls have when learning to live in lovingly detachment from emotionally dysregulating situations. Have a situation to share? I treat all messages as anonymous.Todays all about using Self Inquiry to align the brain with our core belief in divinity identity (I AM a dearly loved divine child of the Great Mother Father God who is never judged condemned or left alone). How do we empower our empathic abilities to short circuit MDT (shame, blame and guilt) to self dysregulate at will? In this lesson, we cover:* RAW Emotion Scoring. Being ready to heal is about devotion, discipline and dedication to the process. Being able to heal is about applying this mindset to a healing plan, technique or protocol. Being willing to heal is about following it daily and each time you need to bend the mind back to divinity.* How to use RAW Emotion Scoring to mind bend. What are the 8 key questions we routinely ask ourselves to self select the ideas, memories and emotions we need to strengthen to experience our divine birthright to be happy, healthy and whole instead of shame, blame and guilt?* How the Self Inquiry suit of the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck breaks down RAW Emotion Scoring. Does being ready, able and willing to do the inner work to self regulate give us immediate relief?* Why divinity identity and emotional intelligence is the same thing for old souls without or healed of MDT. Are healthy empaths more consciously aware of their needs and emotions than unhealthy empaths?* Your RAW Score unmet needs results and where mind needs to be bent back to divinity identity:0 - 6 I am unhealthy, unhappy, broken > I AM7 - 12 I feel unloved > DEARLY LOVED13 - 18 I feel unworthy > DIVINE19 - 24 I feel guilty > CHILD25 - 30 I feel unsure of my divinity > OF THE GREAT MOTHER FATHER GID31 - 36 I feel judged > WHO IS NEVER JUDGED37 - 42 I feel condemned > WHO IS NEVER CONDEMNED43 - 48 I feel isolated, alone or alienated > OR LEFT ALONE.Are You an empath with the mother wound? Mama Drama Trauma Academy sometimes delivers firsthand original situational content from my personal and professional experience, including direct submissions. Readings and video lessons detailing distinct and specific opinions, analysis and reactions to events, Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck reader questions and lessons are exclusive content. Of course, I also share my observations of major themes, challenges and analysis which do not carry the ‘Exclusive’ mark. Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Self Care First Save the World Second
26-03-2023
Self Care First Save the World Second
(Scroll to bottom of page for companion YouTube video. Don’t forget to subscribe while you’re there😘).The healing begins when the inner battle ends.Healing Mama Drama Trauma (MDT) means feeling our unmet maternal needs for presence, provision of care and protection first, in order to fill (heal) it. This requires the kind of self care and concentration that knows MDT is not a life sentence but a life lesson in self love and spiritual independence, its soul contract.We are told there are some things we are not meant to know or will never understand. While this may be true, as we evolve mysteries do unfold. Feeling the affects is passively internal until we are ready, able and willing to become more self aware and self loving enough to integrate and then apply this wisdom.What and how much we know about the self care we need directly correlates to our awareness of the unexamined pain and unchallenged abuses of MDT. > > Link to last lesson: How Old Souls Live in Right Relationship with New SoulsIn this lesson, I cover this interior battlefield, the tools and tactics we are endowed with to be victoriously at peace. Our primary tactic is the divinity identity mantra and the tool we use to do the inner work to authentically experience it is the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck (MDTHOD). This reading spread answers the question, “What does Great Mother want us to know about living in right relationship with ourselves?”:See how we use the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck (MDTHOD) as a daily practice in this collective soul reading. LESSON SPREAD:#1 Center Card: Heart of the inquiry at hand. What the collective soul wants us to work on to be in right relationship with ourselves (practice divine self care)#2 Top Card: Why the collective soul is bringing this up, why we need to address the heart of the issue.#3 Upper Left Card: Shadow, what we do not see, may not want to see or have forgotten about what it takes to have right relationship with ourselves (practice divine self care).#4 Upper Right Card: What the collective soul wants.#5 Far Left Card: What is supporting collective soul to do inner work.#6 Bottom Left Card: Present state of collective soul ego:soul alignment#7 Bottom Card: Why the collective soul needs to do the inner work to realign.#8 Bottom Right Card: How the collective soul needs to do the inner work to realign.#9 Far Right Card: Collective soul outcome.MDTHOD was downloaded and designed specifically for empaths with the mother wound (although it can be used for general mother wound trigger release), it is offered here for half of its regular price. ========================================================================QUIZ:What part of us feels the need to be healed, the soul or inner child?What is the battlefield of MDT?Is the inner child the part of us with MDT, or our divine selves?What is a trigger?What is the MDT soul contract?When do we know we are healed?What was Great Mother’s message to us?ANSWERS:FacebookInstagramYouTubeThanks to @justdanbeats for the vibes for the Emotional Tsunami download for this class.What is MDT?ANSWERS:FacebookInstagramYouTube😊 Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
How Old Souls Live in Right Relationship With New Souls
05-03-2023
How Old Souls Live in Right Relationship With New Souls
Each of us is a dearly loved divine child of the Great Mother Father God who is never judged, condemned or left alone--whether we know or not. Knowledge preciously reserved for rigorously vetted mystery school adepts, is now available to all ready, able and willing to use it for the greater good.This tutorial is a general introduction to New Souls and Old Souls: who we are, how Mama Drama Trauma (MDT) affects us, what we need from one another, and how to create healthy relationships with them. (It is two hours. At the one hour mark is a brief meditation. I suggest taking a break there, or doing the meditation to give your system a break before completing it.)This basic overview covers key points related to empaths, or old souls with the mother wound whose anxiety and amnesia of past lifetimes blocks self healing attempts.>>>> Link to interview with Patricia McGivern Soul ExplorerWhile MDT recovery is a lifetimes, long process, as the soul matures we gain gifs, talents and abilities to completely release it.What are these gifts?How do we use them to get past the unending anxiety?What have we forgotten from past lives that may be useful now?Thank you for reading MDT Academy Newsletter. This post is public so feel free to share it.Transform MDT to Stop Its TransmissionUntil we transform it, we will transmit it onto other souls creating karma that keeps us trapped in the cycle. MDT is a painful and vicious cycle not for faint of heart. Indeed, it cultivates the strong hearts we have. The problem is we will transmit it on to others until we transform it into the healing balm it is intended to be.>>>> Link to tutorial Are You An Empath with the Mother Wound?Everyone is going through something . Processing, how we break things down and trauma, soul dissociation, are the word of the day.As dearly loved divine children, we learn the purpose of trauma is to open the heart to receive more and more divine love and, gradually through consecutive lifetimes, return to divinity consciousness.  MDT is the birth canal where we learn to release toxic energy to receive divine energy through free will choice.>>>> Link to blog Are Empaths and Narcissists Codependent?Tips, tools and techniques in this tutorial outline the polarity between old and new souls to better understand how to process the toxicity of our unconscious interactions, what we need to know to deal with them and how.Here are a few MDT integration tools mentioned:- RAW (Ready, Able and Willing) Score for rapid trigger release- Ainslie Macleod Soul Type Quiz- Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle DeckWhat’s important for us to realize is that MDT integration is about fully reclaiming our core belief in divinity identity— despite the material experience of maternal abandonment and abuse.We do this with a daily and moment by moment practice of, reciting the mantra to ourselves, when triggered::I am a dearly lovedDivine ChildOf the Great Mother Father GodWho is never judged, condemnedOr left alone.Though challenging at first, reason old souls are more aware of this than others is because our abundance of near death combat, fatal accidents, natural disaster, being and giving birth experiences, know we are loved and cared for beyond material comprehension.MDT is a lifetime test, to prove it. New Souls are not held to the same account.Imagine…You are a spry 94 year old, but with waning vitality. You have been a bit of a loner your entire life so its good to have someone around now. Everyday, when you awaken your nineteen year old nephew helps you into the car and drives you to the city’s football stadium for a day-long acid, hard rock concert. While he helps you out of the car and buys all the day’s snacks, they conflict with your prescribed diet. You walk from the car to your seat, repeatedly pushed aside, mocked and spending the entire day with sensory overload struggling to digest the process second hand smoke and drug vapors. The concrete, plastic seats makes the noise—music—pounding into your ear drums blow through your body making it sing along to the toxic lyrics. It feels familiar, a sick mediation. Pried down by gravity and baptized by beer spilling on your head like a continual baptismal. After twelve hours, it’s back to the car walking is harder, you feel heavier each day. Home again until tomorrow.Sick and tired of feeling sick and tired? This tutorial is for you.MDT Academy Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe
Are You an Empath With the Mother Wound?
12-02-2023
Are You an Empath With the Mother Wound?
(Scroll to down for companion YouTube video. Don’t forget to subscribe while you’re there😘).Mama Drama Trauma (MDT) Academy is where empaths with the mother wound, the coaches and therapists who serve us and the people who love us get the knowledge and support we need to live in loving detachment from mama, drama and the trauma.In this podcast, I outline the basis of MDT Academy, how individuals with MDT are assessed and define the meaning of terms used.» » Prior post MDT Telltale Signs part IContrary to popular belief, according to the American Psychological Association, empaths or individuals who feel others’ emotions inside their bodies are less than five percent of the population. They are a subset of Highly Sensitive People (HSPs), 20 percent of the population with a low threshold for stimulation. According psychologist, Elaine Aron, all mammals share traits that reflect a stress response pattern higher than 80 percent of the population.In The Empath’s Survival Guide: Life Strategies for Sensitive People, psychologist Judith Orloff outlines how we can meet our three P’s of maternal pretense, care provision and protection for ourselves. Here’s her free empath assessment quiz.What Is the Mother Wound?The mother wound is when the mother projects her own unmet and unhealed maternal needs onto her child causing physical and, or emotional injury. MDT is when an empath has the mother wound. Their injury is twofold because they: 1) cannot distinguish between their mother’s feelings and their own, and, are therefore 2) in a constant state of emotional dysregulation as a result of being continually triggered, or traumatized.» » Prior post Are Empaths and Narcissists CodependentLife feels like a wrong turn because we are born into the dark night of the soul or the MDT soul contract: a lifetime of of maternal abandonment and abuse to evolve in self love and spiritual independence by learning to live in loving detachment from mama, drama and the trauma.Empaths Are Old Souls Pastlife research into soul maturity, which ones have it, how it shows up in the present, its gifts, challenges, etc. is widely done today. Ainslie Macleod, one of the world’s foremost psychics and researchers on the topic is considered an authority who confirms ten levels of soul maturity of which healthy empaths are level ten. We are world changers. Empaths are old souls who must surrender to service or suffer. Think Oprah Winfrey without overcoming her own MDT and who she would be. Imagine a Steve Jobs without the humility to accept MDT as a sign his life had great purpose, or the lives of the Prophet Mohammed, Mother Teresa, Yogananda, Buddha, etc. with unintegrated MDT—and, our own as a result, for that matter.Not every empath is a Saint but there is genius in our capacity for saintliness and spiritual self healing.Lifetimes experiencing every possible scenario (e.g. family dynamic, ethnicity, culture, religion, habitation, gender, class, etc.) has refined our sensitivity to subtle energies, and developed gifts, talents and abilities to heal as we balance karma from harm we have caused ourselves and to others. This subtle detail explains why empaths struggling to balance, avoid the slightest infraction against others, even at our own demise.When we are aware of our need heal ourselves first we create and sustain healthy relationships. » » Prior post How Empaths Exchange Energy in RelationshipsEmpaths possess an enviable degree of self awareness and situational insight, but our perception of it gets skewed with MDT. Empaths With the Mother Wound Have MDTAs empaths with the mother wound, we do the inner work of choosing healing versus self harming responses to emotional pain and over stimulation so we can answer the call to lead who ever, when ever and how ever it suits us. And, in so doing fulfill our silent prayers of effectively using our intuition to inform and enhance humanity’s material experience through media, technology, philanthropy, healing, spiritual guidance and creative artistry—instead of being used by it. As healthy empaths in MDT recovery, we feel others’ feelings with loving detachment distinguishing them from our own through disciplined emotional and trigger management daily practices that clarify, balance and confirm our downloads so we can serve ourselves and others with satisfaction.MDT Academy Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.While all empaths perform some form of selfless service without question or encouragement (even if it is just absorbing maternal toxicity) , here we are concerned with building awareness of why we have MDT, how it affects us, how to reduce, manage and eventually eliminate them through the daily practice of divinity identity using the Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck.Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle DeckToday’s lesson’s card pull is Ma’at, the first quarter moon, inner eye card letting us know we would not haveMDT if we did not have the power to heal it. Far from punishment, this is a lifetime of strengthening soul endurance and emotional empowerment should we choose to be ready, able and willing to integrate the experience as such.Compatible with all religious traditions and spiritual practices Great Mother says, we are:Dearly loved divine children of the Great Mother Father God who are never judged, condemned or left alone. ~ Divinity Identity MantraElevate your god/dess with a self loving and self care practice specifically designed for us by subscribing to more exclusive self guided trigger management content. Until now, we have covered the semiotics, or the signs and symbols Great Mother downloaded for us to integrate MDT. They have included their definitions, descriptions as well as other nonlinguistic principles and healing methods given to us in analogy, allegory and metaphor to interpret her messages given in our Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck using our own intuition guided by the Divinity Identity Mantra. Subscribe to MDT Academy Sound interesting? Moving forward, I will expand on these core concepts and the healing method they support, and particularly how to use the deck. For years, clients have used it for rapid trigger release as well as immediate clarity, balance and intuitive confirmation.Next time you’re triggered, answer these eight questions and I will followup with you for a free demo to show how it works.As always, remember Great Mother loves you and I do too!Need to confirm an MDT self assessment first? Let’s do it!=====================================QUIZ:What is an empath?What is the mother wound?What’s the difference between a HSP and empath?What percentage of the population are known to be true empaths?What is MDT?ANSWERS:FacebookInstagramYouTube😊 Get full access to MDT Academy Newsletter at mamadramatrauma.substack.com/subscribe